Ah, yes... money, money, money. Sucks that you can't live without it. Guess this is my public sigh (like every other artist out there has been doing lately) for the lack of money.

I'm having a hard time making my payments on my new car--yeah, the one I was reeking of excitement over. Sure, it's a car and only that. Buuuuut, I am a car girl. Especially a Mustang girl. And I was somehow able to save up and put down a down-payment for my dream car. I work for what I have, but this economy and me going to school just put me between a rock and a hard-place. The unstoppable force has met the immovable object; the unstoppable force being the economy and the immovable object being the credit bureau.

I guess the whole point behind this is an ode to my baby, my vehicle. It may just be a car to you, but it was a revelation for me. It inspired me to create a decal, because I wanted to personify it. Thus, sprouting my "small business" of window decals. Not only that, but it helped me psychologically. You see, I have a pretty low self esteem of myself and my appearance. And for some reason, when I got my car, I got a huge boost of esteem. I felt bad-ass and...sexy. Yes, sexy. I never felt so confident in myself before. So I tip my hat off to my car, Jezebel, who is more than a car to me but an inspiration to my self esteem and artistic lens.

I will cry a lot when the debt collectors confiscate her.

So now that all of you are laughing on the floor because I'm weepy over a car, I'll give you some updates... My laptop is in the shop officially and I have yet to receive an update as to when it will be back on its way to me. Meaning, still no digital commissions. BUT, if you are interested in commissioning hand painted SHOES, TOTES, or BRAS, PLEASE feel free to note me.

If I do not update my journal, have a WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY!

Commissions are always open and very much so appreciated.

1. . . External Window Cling of "Red hot Babe" for M. Nelson 10% HOLD

2. . . External Window Cling of "The Flying Dutchman" for R. Stratton 20% HOLD

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Song for the Soul: If You Only Knew

If you only knew. I'm hanging by a thread. The web I spin for you. If you only knew. I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you. I still hold onto the letters you returned. I swear I've lived and learned.

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep without you next to me. I toss and turn like the sea. If I drown tonight, bring me back to life. Breathe your breath in me. The only thing that I still believe in is you, if you only knew.

If you only knew how many times I counted all the words that went wrong. If you only knew. How I refuse to let you go, even when you're gone. I don't regret any days I spent, nights we shared, or letters that I sent.

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep without you next to me I toss and turn like the sea. If I drown tonight, bring me back to life. Breathe your breath in me. The only thing that I still believe in is you, if you only knew.

If you only knew. I still hold onto the letters you returned. You help me live and learn

It's 4:03 and I can't sleep without you next to me I toss and turn like the sea. If I drown tonight, bring me back to life. Breathe your breath in me. The only thing that I still believe in is you, believe in is you. I still believe in you. Oh, if you only knew.

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